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Gazing Through A Mirror, Darkly (LP)

by I Am Hologram

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1.
Dead To Me 03:57
We started out flirting Under the full moon light We ended up dancing Until the sun came back to life I can't help but miss her Time isn't doing it's thing I'm a man of constant sorrow And my heart is broken again But she's got her pills & she don't love me anymore She took the last good thing that was in my life away She's got her drink & she don't need me anymore She nearly ate my soul but now she's dead to me Blinded from all the red flags I should have known One day, I was her person The very next day she was gone She told me she was a man eater I should have believed her She lured me in & ripped the rug from under my feet I haven't felt the cold sting Of forsaken love Since the last one And the one before the last
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If that was the beginning how will it end? First he's your lover, then he's your friend? I stayed up all night dreaming of her lips Made me feeling like marrying her in Vegas The milk has gone sour & I don't like the taste I bet he even used your toothpaste It's a horrible feeling to admit defeat But I wiped his urine off of her toilet seat That's why you never kiss a hooker on the mouth You got to watch your friends when there are loose women around You never invite them to your house No, you never kiss a hooker on the mouth And when people start singing along with my pain I shall be released and estranged Sometimes I wonder if things could go right Then I remember that it's just my life
3.
Why did Adrienne lose her head? Was she doing something wrong? If she didn't lose her life I wouldn't have to write this song It was late one night down on a country road When the dead took back whatever debts she owed We weren't soul mates We weren't the best of friends We didn't talk too much after high school end But she was beautiful & didn't deserve to die Out there on mile marker 55 Why did Adrienne lose her head? Was she looking the other way? Who was at fault for the tragedy that day? That took the life of her & her man So I toast to them whenever I can We weren't soul mates We weren't the best of friends We didn't keep in touch after high school end But she was beautiful & didn't deserve to die Out there on mile marker 55 Why did Adrienne lose her head? Was she doing something wrong? If she didn't lose her life I wouldn't have to sing this song It was late one night down on a country road When the devil took back whatever debts she owed
4.
Help me I'm on fire I can't waste any more precious time Building up these walls of mine There's nothing ahead But heartache & insecurity Cuz who the hell would be with me? Hey…I'm more than in love with you Wait…I'm more than in love with you I brace for the impact 2 crazy empaths Oh, this isn't quite like me This vulnerability Hey, Wait I'm more than in love with you There's nothing ahead But heartache & insecurity A romantic mutiny
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You make a storm in a glass of water every time you blink You make a mess every time you open up your mouth Time goes away every time I look you in the eyes Hey, by the way I think you're beautiful, magical, irreplaceable
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Jaime 02:34
Jaime I love you There is nothing more that I can say But I'll find something anyway Jaime I miss you I want to come home & make your cats love me more than you There's nothing more I want to do You loved an on'ry man A man who just can't sit still Jaime please talk to me I'm waiting for you to call Yea, I'm waiting for you to call You know I never wrote a true love song for anyone Until I lost you Jaime I'm sorry I get irrational And say things I don't mean When I don't feel heard I'll scream
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When your clock is ticking Disarray When your time is over Walk away Faith is the way It's the loneliest game to play Death is illusion Use your illusions everyday Fly me in a plane & disappear Disobey The writing on the walls are aging law Disobey When your light is fading Disarray When your time is over Walk away Faith is the way It's the loneliest game to play Death is illusion But something much worse is on the way Put me on a train and disappear Chase the rats from underneath the house Disobey

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released January 6, 2023

Percussion by Ari Leopold
All other sounds made by Richard Nihil
All songs written by I Am Hologram
Recorded, Engineered, Mastered by Ari Leopold at Lava Lake Studio
In Phoenix, Arizona
November 2022

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